Pay day today. No comments about work today as I really have no idea what I have been doing nor do I recall what I did. Upon returning home, I gave some allowance to my mom and went off for my 6th day at therapy as well as pay off my bills.
Thinking of upgrading my computer with some parts that I've desired for quite some time (eye tracking and vr, ar environment scanner, etc) with the money saved up but resisting for now. Need to get a new bike as well. But setting all these desires aside as, to be honest, I don't really want it. I mean I do want it, but it's just a temporary solution to fill the void in my heart left by.. well, anyway, I'm just about done with my work. No idea what I want to do now. Perhaps I should go get some extra rest? But sleeping feels.. boring.. I've actually woken up from sleep due to boredom whilst sleeping (surprising huh? No idea). I'll go for a drag on a stick of dunhill for a bit. We'll see how things proceed after. I might or not return here. We'll see...
Btw, Dua Lipa - New Rules playing on spotify station atm. If anyone wants to have some rhythmic beats flood their ears, feel free. I'd suggest other songs, but I'm blank in the attic atm.
So I'm back from my nicotine consumption and I'd been thinking. I think I missed out on tools. I need to get me some tools as well. I have sufficient knowledge as well as more than adequate experience in various fields. I could craft my own furniture as well as break down and erect walls as I see fit to redesign my house of need be. I just need more (various) tools now. Need dremel, router, air compressor, mail finds, etc. Of start my own firm but I'm in no condition to do so. Rather, I'm not in the right of mind presently. Also, I may not be well off but I do not need to be. What use is being rich when you can't sirens the rest of your life being with the one you love. As the saying goes, behind every successful man is a woman. Love comes at a price; patience and sacrifice, just not money.
That's why I'd rather be employed by someone than be an employer myself.
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