Sunday, November 18, 2018

November 18th, 2018 [Saturday]

So I missed out on posting yesterday's entry, yesterday. I have no idea what to say, maybe just let it come slowly, I guess. At least at work today, there was not so much that I did to create much trouble. It was probably due to the fact that my progress was slow. Did you know that longing for someone too much can actually make your heart rate rise? Earlier today, mine reached a max of 197 bpm. I know of a method of controlled breathing, though only the basics, and attempted to bring forcefully down my bpm, only to pass out a few mins later. So the doc said that I passed out due to fatigue, thought I did not mention the bpm issue (just have the log from the mi band 2).

So there was nothing much at work aside from this. It was mostly (at least for my current job) scripting automation functions for CNC machines. Actually one of the most boring jobs of all the jobs that I've done. Others include; interior construction and design (the least boring job), 'system furniture' woodworking and customization, electrician, (House n furniture) Painter (not as simple as you think or as it looks, trust me.. it's mostly done in 121 min for walls or 12121), bartender (that's where I picked up loving to drink cocktails.. wish you could drink with me, my dear diary.. T_T hit me with a gin tonic);

[gin tonic section
now here's the thing.. gin tonic is one of the easiest cocktails to make but.. have u tried gin tonic from several bars? usually I wouldn't mind what each bartender picks, be it beefeater, Gordon's, tangerine (including 10's), bombey (this 1 is spicy), and my top favorite, Hendrick's.. there was another 1 that I couldn't get my hands on and is also not sold here. The Plymouth's navy strength. Rumor was that it grants you a wish.. nah.. I BS you. It's just that it was rumored to be that great of a gin tonic. The one I make myself (whenever I'm at home and too.. well you know how it is) is using Hendrick's with Schwepps tonic, 1¼ (over here, we refer to it as 1-4-1) or 1½ (1-2-1 only go this if you are trying only 1 glass or just taste testing.. if not, one has to be able to hold their liquor very well) ratio. and instead of the traditional 1 slice, I go with 2 slices of lime, preferably 1 yellow (lemon), 1 green (lime, combination of both for the looks yes, but also the taste). Most bartenders will only give you a slice of lime, some don't squeeze and either put on the rim of the glass or they squeeze in evenly around and either put the rest on the glass or throw it into the glass. In my case, if I go lime x2, then 1, I will cut out the skin on 1 slice and reverse and squeeze the skin (the object is to evenly distribute a small amount of lemon oil from the skin.. just a small amount, kinda like when you peel oranges and the oil from the skin spurts out? yea, like that amount is enough as you want the gin tonic to smell as strongly of lime as possible, from that 1 slice of lime, not overpowering smell though) thus, resulting in not needing to stir it and also, that way, the lemon oil would float on the surface tension and the aroma will bring out the taste as you drink it down.]

hair dresser/stylist, computer technician (networking to cloning.. I mean this is like kids stuff nowadays right? well, data recovery (especially from files deleted from recycle bin and with a small possibility, sometimes even after reformat), basically the works), various jobs (obtained from machinery assembly where sometimes we have to craft our own screws/nut/bolts [multi function bolt threading machine] due to the custom pitch, size and length {also some pivots require reverse threads.. meaning when u want to tighten, you rotate counter-clockwise [usually to release/open/loosen] to do so}. Rotating clockwise produces the reverse effect as the threads on the screws/nuts/blots are on the reverse side. So there's the pivot machine, sanding machine, cnc edm (electro discharge machining), cnc routers (currently doing this. Uses Xilog [3 or plus is fine] to script the designs n automation process and execute them), 3axis cnc router), plumbing.

For the period that I'm still around and can move, will try to complete everything that I have don't halfway (getting a forklift license, getting my bike license; the one that allows me to ride more than 249cc up to 749cc bikes, if not 1,000cc and above, my pilot's license that I abandoned halfway due to.. let's just leave it at my heart (it hurts then, even more so now) wasn't on it at that time and couldn't focus on the courses, both driving licenses (in more ways than 1, first off, left hand and right hand drivers' license as well as global/international license, secondly, rally's driver's license.

Also, I wish I could get my hands on around 1kilogram of any element that can sustain high fission and fusion cycles [1) fellow physicists, just please don't ask 2) and no.. U²³⁵ is not the way and wayyyy too dangerous as it's still active and U²³⁸, though depeleted, well, the life cycles are too short still].

Well, it's 02:43 presently, Sunday 18/Nov and I'll be logging to take a shower now. My work days and work hours are as follows; Mon ~ Sat 0630 wake up, go to work, 0800 start work, 1200 lunch break, 1300 break end and start work, 2100, off work (including OT), reach home around 2200, fix side cases till around 0200~0300, whilst on Sun, I'm mostly serving as a on-call comp tech or a handyman, fixing all kinds of stuff. If I stop for a break, I just start missing her. And despite the timetable (just the work time varying, depending on the business/company I work for) I posted in the previous line, it's been around the same for the past 15 yrs+ (since after completing SIS and her having moved overseas). A lot of people around me and colleagues as well have asked me why I do not intend to settle down with a job instead of constantly changing jobs which would not give me a good income lest I have stayed with 1 for a certain period of time, plus all the jobs that I've changed are always something new and out of my field of experience, so why bother. Well, my answer to them is always simple.. I'm trying to find my path as I haven't found it yet. But in truth, why bother getting a stable income if one doesn't intend to live long. Plus, as long as I can financially sustain myself, why bother with the extra income? Ever since GDK left, I've only spent all possible time in pursuit of knowledge. Whether I use that knowledge or not does not matter.. all that matters is that I have obtained new information.

All in all, my heart still misses her dearly and still hurts so... plus the headache is just joining in the fun now..


The following pictures are from a few years ago


So here's when I ended up in the hospital due to (CO) poisoning,

And here's when I woke up a week later.

And this was when I went mountain climbing with my cousin (recently divorced) which he graciously took for me

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