Everything seems to go wrong today. "As usual", lots of screw up at work and had to fix them cutting into my lunch break (though I don't have my breakfast and lunch, that doesn't really matter. But I really wanted to go a rest and have my usual chat with the Indonesian workers). Got a few minor cuts and when I reached home after work, I found that one of my hard disks had spoilt. Guess time to get another one.
So, when I was in the middle of work (technically, I wouldn't really say that.. we all know that everyday I'm thinking of her while working, so I'm really just dreaming instead of working), I was thinking about the past and that actually led me to the time when I was on the brink of "going over". (FYI, this has not been told to anyone yet) I was basically "dreaming". I dreamt that I was in a really busy and crowded bus station (like, a real, real busy one) and that I think I was either lost, trying to find a way out or something, or I was trying to board a bus. Was frantically looking around when suddenly, someone grabbed onto my forearm. I couldn't see who it was as the arm stretched out from within the crowd. I was then dragged off (not forcefully) with a female voice saying "It's not time yet, lets go." (I thought she'd meant that the bus wasn't here yet) somewhere, to a less crowded place. It was then that I could see who had dragged me off. Well, obviously, without me saying, it's most likely everyone would know who it was (or who I am going to say it was). She'd look at me with this sad smile on her face and tell me "I think you should go back". I was confused and after that, I don't think I can recall anything. I just woke up in the hospital bed.
The thought of that actually.. well, let's just leave it at that. I guess I'll end today's entry here. Time to get back to work (away from work).
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