So, today is (or rather, yesterday, since I wrote this a 24hrs late) "national" voting day for city ministers and officials all over the country. Apparently, KMT won the vote and I highly doubt that it'll be any better, if not, worse. So yea, I think they pass the gay marriage law (i think? not so sure) and the likes (not that I have anything against it not do I practically have any interests in it.. I mean I actually have a few gay friends of which, 1 actually came up to me and confessed, though i reject him politely saying that I did not swing that way but I'd be actually honored that I'd be a god-brother to him if it'll make him feel any better, and yea, he was happy and excited cause it was the next best thing i guess) but I highly doubt that they are not focusing on the city issues here.. I mean, I agree that accepting people of the same sex having a relationship with each other is important, but stressing on it and not focusing on the other things like building a nuclear power plant near the city (like, literally 20mins drive from the heart of Taipei city) is a no go.. I do approve of nuclear power (afore mentioned fission and fusion stuff I need for various personal reasons) and it'd actually want to make me get a license for being a (nuclear) physicist, but based on the current technology that Taiwan has at the moment, I highly doubt that it'd be a safe and wise decision on the governments' part, lest they brought in technology from, say, the States or say, European countries who have years or even decades of experience in this field. I really wonder why they haven't thought of it or even brought it up. There was no news or debates about how they would curb any issues (one really should emulate and simulate such risky ventures and needs dire attention) should any problems surfaces. This involves actual lives being at stake here. It would definitely make electricity cheaper here but at the same time, Taiwan is not capable of dealing with nuclear wastes. One spill would take a minimun of 50 years to make the place habitable for all living things, being plantsies, fishies, animalsies, etc.
Well, I spent the day doing my own stuff being bored (and also thinking of her, while also, trying to take my mind off her) and did a few side projects sitting around as well as my own projects (to be honest, I feel that I'm a creator at birth) creating a few "useless" but fun stuffs using arduino as well as some spare parts (drivers, drive train/axel, etc) for fun or to assist in a few house hold chores (since my mom [yea, I had to move to my parents' home] is diagnosed with early stages of blood cancer [ polycythemia - more red blood cells than white; it is not contagious fyi ] and have to attend to her whenever I am home from work(ing outside) and between my own work.
Also, at times, you may find that my posts are short. I try to keep it that way or you may find that I tend to ramble on about her and that I get all emo and stuff. I try to keep that out of it but I still need to vent out my heart's feelings at some point, so i might actually create a section for that to chuck all my heart's ramblings there (and hopefully, she might not get to that part. I really just wish that she'd be happy with her life as is without my involvement in it, or so that's what my brains tell me, though not my heart. But hey, as long as she's honestly having a happy life, that's all that's important, no matter who it is with. Trading my heartfelt pains for it is nothing more than I could ever ask for)
I guess I've learnt it the hard way. It's truly when you actually lose someone that you really find out how much you love her and that you truly wish the best for her. But no one actually tells you the pains that follow and that you have to keep quiet about it in order to preserve her happiness.
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