November 30th, 2018 [Friday]

Amazingly, today I did not mess up at work, though I did get a few scratches on my hand being careless and all. But anyway, the staff have a habit of listening to the radio during work hours. So the first song that came on the local radio was a heartbreaking song for me. It was "Loving you" by Minnie Riperton.

It kind of reflected what I want to say all this time. It really hurt a lot but it was a beautiful song. I wish that I could have the chance and honor of hearing her sing this song. She has the most beautiful voice, like a diva's. A few songs after was a Mandarin song called scent (English translation for the words "味道". Lyrics translation here (though albeit bad) >https://lyricstranslate.com/en/%E5%91%B3%E9%81%93-smell-%E5%91%B3%E9%81%93.html<)

This song may not reflect entirely on my feelings entirely, but has most of what I would say to her if I had the chance to do so.

Still, all I can do is stay silent and pray to the Holy Spirit for her everlasting happiness. Amen.